Reminiscences of the NMAT result

I woke got up this morning even if I still wanted to sleep some more because I had three brief but very anxiety-causing nightmares. I guess my subconscious was really hung up on the nmat result because all three had me nervous when I realized I was just dreaming.
Dream 1: Jill got 97 percentile, I got 42.
Dream 2: Jill got 93, I got 11.
Dream 3: I don't remember Jill's score just that mine was 0. Well, obviously the pattern was that we checked Jill's first and then mine. I woke up after that last one and turned the laptop on. I checked online for the results but still nada.

This whole day I kept checking my mail and the CEM website to see if they've put the results up. Anyways, in the evening when I checked CEM, it was faulty. The page didn't load for 20 minutes then went back again then gone again. Obviously, my immediate thought was "they're uploading it now!" which got me even more anxious.

A couple of hours after, I went to the sala to watch TV and after some time, Jill shouted out to call me to the room. I wondered if it's about the NMAT or she's just bugging me. Needless to say, it's the NMAT. Oh what stress that was. She had seen hers already and the page was loading slowly so mine hasn't loaded yet. She got 99 percentile which reminded me of my awful dream. I told her to check mine (all this with jittery fingers and voice) so she'll see it first and prepare me while I fidgeted on my phone thinking of who to call to allay my anxiety. Well, Jordy wasn't picking it up and I thought Kate, Angge or Jared since we all took the test. In the end I chose Jared because I wanted to choose Vicky. (weird reasoning.. hahaha). It's two birds in one stone I guess. Tell him that the result is there and talk to Vicky's other half and kinda alter ego.

Back to Jill, she got out the room and had this face which is slightly impassive but calm. I asked if she has opened my result yet and she said yes. I , being panicky, asked if it was okay and she just smiled and after some prodding finally said that it was.

It is such a great blessing that we have the same score. I am truly thankful to God for granting us this (maybe as our birthday and Christmas gifts). I am also very glad that the hard work has paid off but surely none of this without the grace of God and the intercessions of Mary and the saints through those days.

I really believe that anything is possible through Him. This makes me very happy.

I'd also like to share the prayer to Our Lady of Mount Carmel.

O most beautiful Flower of Mt. Carmel, Fruitful Vine, Splendour of Heaven, Blessed Mother of the Son of God, Immaculate Virgin, assist me in this my necessity. O Star of the Sea, help me and show me herein you are my Mother. O holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and Earth, I humbly beseech you from the bottom of my heart, to succour me in this necessity;
there are none that can withstand your power. O show me herein You are my Mother.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee. (3x)
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands. (3x)

Reviewing Again

Review, review, review. It feels that's all I've been doing. (or rather supposed to be doing). It's alright though since I like to study because I love to learn. =) hahaha. Why can't I just self-study? Answer: I'm lazy. That's why my parents and a lot of other people pay high prices to these review centers. I wish I were diligent. Let's go back to why I blogged.

Prior to starting senior year in highschool, I reviewed for the college admission tests. After graduating with a BS Nursing degree, I also reviewed for the NLE.

Right now, I've been attending an NMAT review in the hopes of getting a good score in that exam. I really need to study hard since my course in college didn't really prepare me for a number of subjects included in the exam. Of all the exams, I've taken (as far as I can remember, at least) the simulation we had on our first day at Brains was the hardest. Mostly because I was clueless about all those Physics, Chemistry, and Biology questions asked in part 2. I knew that I learned some of these things back in high school but I've forgotten them for lack of use.

I breezed through part 2. I was done in maybe an hour or so. I just guessed at a lot of numbers. I forgot that there was computation in Chemistry. hahaha. I felt so dumb, but it was good. I'm challenged to do better in the real exam and even in the post-review simulation. The results of the simulation were given to us last Friday. I was surprised that I got a "not so bad" score/percentile. Ang galing ko talaga manghula. hahaha. I got 80 percentile overall (part 1 and 2). This made me feel that it's still possible to get a good score for me and Jill. I hope and pray that God will provide. :D