Erratic

The first shifting exams are a week away. We've taken the long exams in our major subjects. The first long exams yielded favorable results but after just taking the second Biochemistry long exam, I'm feeling so down. I do not think I did a good job. This sucks because I studied before the exam. I can stomach my failed second long exam in Anatomy because I slept more than I studied but in Biochemistry, I studied fairly enough. Granted, I also fell asleep and did not finish studying so I was cramming during the lecture (which made me get low marks in the quizzes) but I think I could have done a better job. The exam had potential to be doable if you've studied well enough. Okay... after writing that line above, I realized that I did not study well enough. :(

This is such a disorganized post (much like my ethics paper).

Because of the toxicity of medical school and the long travel time, I have been sleeping only a few hours per day. This is not good because when I'm reviewing I find it hard to keep my eyes open thus I cannot finish studying.

I seriously need to manage my time well. Hell week in a week but next week is already hellish as well.